Saturday, September 12, 2009

At the Lake!!

Jason and I are finally at the Lake!

I had to work Wednesday night and when I got off I took Bella to the Dog Whisperer for her vacation, I'm sure she doesn't think of it that way! She went there last year and it took her 5 out of 10 days to warm up to the Dog Whisperer, I hope it doesn't take that long this year. She never growled at him when he was taking her to her Kennel, she just kept trying to hide behind me and kept making her "I don't like this" noise. He has my number if he needs to call me so I will try not to worry about her.

I also had to work Thursday night, it couldn't have gone quicker! We finally got on the road bout 8:30 or so and we got to the cabin about 2:00 p.m.

It's been kind of rainy and foggy but the temperature has been nice and it's not supposed to rain today so I'm hoping I can use my new swimsuit!

It's so sweet to see Jason relax and not to have a care in the world while he is on vacation. He has been looking forward to this for so long and this is also his happiest place on earth.

I can tell Grandma looks more worn and aged, but I just hope and pray this will be a wonderful happy vacation for her. I hope and pray that she won't have to spend any of it in a hospital bed and get to enjoy all her family which is going to be a lot by the end of the week and even by tomorrow!

Right now Jason is out fishing, it makes me so happy to think about how happy he is right now. I guess that is what love is all about truly being happy that the other person is happy. I love him so much.

Well, as for books, I'm still reading the Last of the Mohicans, I think it may take me awhile to finish it. Like I said it's a little hard for me to read and I certainly can't read it very quickly like some books. There is just something so beautiful about the way it is written that even when I don't understand something I just want to keep reading. My mil said she saw another really old J. Fenimore Coooper book in antique store so I may have to go get it this week.

This week I also read Jaws. It was super easy to read and it took me no time to read at all. I was surprised at how different the book was from the movie but I suppose their would be no way they could rate the movie pg if it was just like the book. I was so surprised to read that Brody's wife had an one night stand with the character that is played by Richard Dryfus, not that is so scandalous or something but they hardly delve into her character in the movie and she is a lot more involved in the book. I thought the happy ending was that she realized how much she loved her husband and that she didn't need her past life to be happy and that Brody didn't die in the end.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Getting closer!

Today Jason and I went on our annual sunday before vacation trip to the store to get things he needs which are always the same. Boat oil, rain jacket, and fishing lures even though he already has a tackle box full of them but I love to watch him so excited and dreamy eyed about our upcoming vacation.

I have so much to do, I haven't even started packing. You have to pack so much to go to the lake since in one day it can start out freezing get really hot and get freezing again. I also have this thing about not being able to leave a dirty house and it's really messy right now.

I had finished The Coalwood Way by Homer Hickam and then I started Bad Twin by Gary Troup which is a fiction book written by a fiction author to go along with the store of Lost. I haven't finished it because I just have too many other good books to read so I started Last of the Mohicans by J. Fenimore Cooper. It's hard for me to read since there a quite a few words that I have no idea what they mean but I just try to take them in context. I love history and I love that this books takes place in somewhere I've actually been, New York.

I can't wait to finish the book so I can watch the movie. I haven't seen it in a long time. The Movie reminds me of my sister Aimee because she liked it so much and there was a time when they showed it on tv a lot and whenever it was one she would watch it and like it because of her. I have a fond memory of watching it in our hotel room while we were waiting for our second day of traveling to get to Ohio.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

September already!

I've been feeling a little anxious today and I think it will only get worse until I'm actually on vacation. It's kind of screwed up that getting ready for vacation is so much work and actually causes stress. I don't even want to look forward to vacation just in case something messes it up. I hate that I can think of every conceivable thing that could happen to mess it up. I hate to be so negative but I just don't want to get my hopes up and then not be able to go.

I really want to look forward to vacation and have fun packing and think about how much fun were going to have, sometimes it sucks being an adult. When I was little I loved packing for trips and would start packing for vacation a couple of weeks in advance.

I loved the two weeks we spent in Ohio every summer. I looked forward to it all year. When I was I little I loved playing with the picnic basket full of my cousins old toys that my Grandma kept in her garage for us to play with. At my my mom's parent's house I looked forward to picking out our new school shoes and playing in the little pool but even when I was little I remember thinking that things like that would end someday.

Monday, August 31, 2009

The Coalwood Way

Today I finished reading The Coalwood Way by Homer Hickam. It was a good book and fun to read since I haven't read a lot of books about teenage boys in Virginia. I think my Mom and Dad would enjoy this book also. As for how it pertains to Lost I guess it was seen on a shelf in one of Ben's flashbacks in the Dharma Initiative classroom. There is some physics talk so if I wonder if that is why it was on the book shelf.

I did however think it was very sad that the mother's damn squirrel Chipper was more important than family and christmas but I suppose if I lost Bella right before Christmas it might be ruined for me also.

The reason I think my parents would like this book is that my Mom would identify with the coal mining since her mom's family were coal miners and my Dad would like the part where someone is drinking pop with peanuts in it, gross!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Slaughterhouse V




I had to work sunday night and read most of Slaughterhouse V and finished it when I got home. I haven't read a lot of war books so it reminded me of my favorite book of all time Johnny Got His Gun but other than them both being anti war books they aren't similiar at all. Slaughterhouse V is serious and funny but you feel guilty for laughing, it is touching and so fantastically creative.

I had never heard about Dresden, maybe I've read about it in history class and don't remember but I was shocked that 135,000 people (according to the book) were killed and I rarely hear it talked about compared to the two atomic bombings that each killed almost half of the people killed in Dresden.

All in all I loved the book and for how it pertains to Lost, oh my gosh, to me it explains all the time traveling issues in Lost and made it easier for me to understand.

I really wanted to read all the books referenced in Lost but I think there will be one that I just can't read. That is the Shining. I just have a way too vivid imagination and I get spooked easily even though it's kind of fun to be spooked, this one is too much for me. Also, I have night terrors once in a while and I haven't had one for awhile and I'm sure I would if read any further. I did really want to read it and I may change my mind but I don't think so.

Right now I'm reading The Coalwood Way by Homer Hickam. I think I will really like this, just a heartwarming fun one.

Monday night when I was working my right knee started hurting and then I started getting shooting pain down my leg to my knee. I have almost fallen because it's come unexpected and it took my breath away. I've had back problems but I've never had such a classic sign that my discs are acting up. The doctor gave me predinose and lortab.

I'm scheduled to work at the coffee shop all night. I'll be working by myself which I love unless it's ungodly busy, we'll see. I'm not sure if my back will handle it but I don't want to call in sick.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

The Fountainhead

I just finished The Fountainhead by Ayn Ran and I loved it. It reminded me of Wuthering Heights but only a modern version with a happy ending. It's hard to tell if I actually got the book but I think I got the general idea and I hope that I'm not leading a second hand life.

I know they made a film version in 1949, I think I'll have to watch it somehow.

It's been nice and cool at night and we haven't had our air on for a week or so. It's so nice to lay in bed at night and listen to the crickets, cicadas, and frogs. I'm getting really tired.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Rainy days

The last two days have been cool and rainy. Great lazy sleeping weather. So I haven't got a lot done but I'm still not going up and the down the basement stairs to do laundry since I broke my toe a week ago and it still hurts like hell.

I worked last night and I work tonight at Hospice, we were busy last night but I still got time to continue reading the Fountainhead which is getting better and better. I think I will start reading Slaughterhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut next. It's much shorter and I think should be a quick read.

I'm feeling kind of tired right now but I woke up at 2:00 and didn't want to go back to sleep. I hope tonight isn't much busier than last night. I miss Jason so much when I work nights yet there are a lot of benefits to working nights over days and at least I don't have to work fulltime.

I can't believe vacation is 3 weeks from tomorrow, it almost seems too good to be true and I really don't want to look forward to it in case something screws it up. I guess sometimes you just have to let yourself look forward to something because it's good for you.

Right now it's almost six oclock and Jason is still working but he's gotten home much later than this. I don't know he's doing it.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Sitting on my porch

Right now I'm sitting on my front porch on our "new" adirondack chairs that Gary and and Kathy gave us. When you get old you can't sit in adirondack chairs anymore because you can't get up, ha ha.

Today I went to our local used book store called The Bookery. I stick mostly to the classics and the collectible hardcovers. So far for the collectible hardcovers I've found East of Eden and The Last of the Mohicans. I've also found a lot of old paperbacks that are on my list. Just yesterday I found four more books on my List. I found Carrie, The Stand, and The Shining by Stephen King. I've read that Stephen King is a huge fan of Lost and I'm sure that is why so many of his books are referenced on Lost. I also found Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut.

I love the older man that runs the store. I always talk to him a little bit when I come in. I probably thinks I'm a bit silly because when he sees me with a book and asks me if I like the author I have to tell him I don't know, the book was just on my list.

I'm still reading Ayn Rand's The Fountainhead. I can't even explain why I like it so much, it just has so many interesting aspects to it. Right now I've just gotten past where Katherine was scared and wanted Peter to marry her right away but he can't because she isn't good enouph.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Saturday August 15th, 2009

I just got off work at the coffee shop. I love being a barista but some of the customers drive me crazy!

Now, I'm at home, actually at Jason's parent's house which is pretty much home too and relaxing in the recliner. Jason is sitting in the other recliner and Bella is laying next to Jason on the floor and Gary and Kathy are sitting on the porch. These are the small moments in life that I love where everything seems okay even for just a little bit. It's a beautiful warm day with a perfect breeze. This summer has gone by way too fast but the one benefit to a quick going summer is a our yearly vacation to the lake. It's heaven to Jason and I, I can't think of a more relaxing and beautiful place to be. Good Lord willing Jason and I get to be there for almost 10 days. I think one reason it means so much to me is because Jason and I had such a good time there the first time we went together.

Jason and I were engaged and they invited me to come along with them to the lake for their family vacation. I got my very own room in the cabin and Jason was told to sleep on the floor, he did most of the time. It was so warm and beautiful and I had never been on a lake vacation before and we have gone every year since.

Right now the Lost book I am reading right now is a book called the Fountainhead by Ayn Rand. This book was written in 1952 but takes place in the 1920's. It is surprising to me that while reading it it wouldn't be hard to mistake it taking place in the 21st century. In some ways things have changed so much and in others it seems like some things always stay the same. I'm not even though the first 100 pages but it didn't take me long to get interested in it and it's really getting good now. I think one big way this book pertains to Lost is that the main character seems to be a lot like Sawyer. They are both unique people who don't care at all that they don't fit into or want to fit into mainstream society.

This week I finished Jurassic Park. I think a lot of people thought the monster on Lost was a dinosaur but that theory was debunked by Nikki an actual character on Lost when she tells her partner Paulo that the island isn't Jurassic Park.

I starting reading Watership down and The Island and Mystery Island but they weren't moving quickly enouph for me but I do plan on going back and finishing them.

Over a year ago I read A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking. I found it fascinating beyond words but most of it went over my head I'm sure. In Lost we see one of the Other's reading it while he is keeping guard, it can also be seen in Ben's bedroom.

A couple of weeks ago I read Are you There God? It's me, Margaret by Judy Blume. What a great book, even for an adult. I wish so much that I had read this book when I was 11 and 12. Not only does it address what it's like to be that age and want to get your period so badly but it also addresses that fact that we can have our very own relationship with God that had nothing to do with religion. In Lost we see Sawyer read this and this is what he says about it, Predictable. Not nearly enough sex! LOL!


I've probably read atleast 5-8 books on my list already but I think it will be easier to blog about them as I'm reading them. I will also be adding to the list as I find more references.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Lost Books I've read

Updated-January 26,2010 I have done a horrible job of blogging about each book I've read, but since Lost is only a week away I thought I would tell you guys all the Lost books I've read since August. If you scroll down you will see my list of Lost books referenced through season 5 and I've marked which ones I've read.

A couple of weeks ago I decided to read every book that has been referenced in Lost. I found one list of books on the ABC website called the Lost Book Club and I also looked on Lostpedia and found books not listed on ABC. I have always enjoyed reading but I have found my love for reading again through my job. I work as a Hospice Aide on the shift and I discovered that the one thing besides caffeine that keeps me awake and alert is a good book. The more books I read the more I discovered that good books are hard to come by and take too long to read. I took me two months to read a book called Firefly Lane but I wanted to finish it but it was torture. It was altogether one of the most lame books I've ever read and just had to end with someone dying of cancer.

So, what better place to look for good books that to read the books referenced in my favorite show Lost!

Here is a list of all the books referenced on Lost:

The Fountain Head by Ayn Rand-Read

The Third Policeman by Flann Obrien

The Turn of the Screw

A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking-Read

A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens

A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L'Engle-Read

Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carrol-Read

Are you There God? It's Me Margaret by Judy Blume-Read

Bonjour Babar! The 6 Unabridged Classics-don't have yet

Carrie by Stephen King

Catch-22 by Joseph Heller

Dirty Work by Stuart Woods

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone by J.K. Rowling-Read

Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad-Read

Island by Aldous Huxley-Started, haven't finished yet.

Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton-read

Lord of the Flies by William Golding

Memoirs of a Geisha-Read

Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck-Read

On the Road by Jack Kerouac-don't have yet

Our Mutual Friend by Charkes Dickens

Slaughter House - Five by Kurt Vonnegut-Read

Stranger In a Strange Land by Robert Heinlein-Started, haven't finished yet

Watership Down by Richard Adams-Started, haven't finished yet

After All These Years by Susan Isaacs-don't have yet

Animal Farm
George Orwell

Bad Twin by Gary Troup-Started

Bluebeard by Charles Perrault-don't have yet

The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dosteoevsky

The Chronicals of Narnia by C.S. Lewis-Read

The Coalwood Way by Homer Hickam-Read

Dark Horse by Tami Hoag-don't have yet

The Gunslinger and The Wastelands by Stephen King

Everything that Rises Must Converge by Flanner O'Conner

Evil Under the Sun by Agatha Christie

High Hand by Gary Phillips

Hotel by Arthur Halley

The Invention of Morel by Adolpho Casares-Read

Laughter in the Dark by Vladimir Nabokov

Moby Dick by Herman Melville

The Moon Pool by A. Merritt

The Mysterious Island by Jules Verne-Read

The Oath by John Lescroart

An Occurance at Owl Creet by Ambrose Bierce-don't have yet

The Iliad and The Odyssey by Homer-don't have yet

On Writing by Stephen King-don't have yet

O Pioneers by Willa Cather

The Outsiders by Susan E. Hinton

The Pearl by John Steinbeck-Read

Rainbow Six by Tom Clancy

A Separate Reality by Carlos Castaneda-don't have yet

The Shape of Things to Come by H.G. Wells

The Sheltering Sky by Paul Bowles

The Shining by Stephen King

Survivors of the Chancellor by Jules Verne

The Stand by Stephen King-Reading right now

Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carrol-Read

To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee-Read along time ago!

Ulysses by James Joyce-don't have yet

Valhalla Rising by Clive Cussler

Valis by Phillip K. Dick-don't have yet

The Wonderful Wizard of Oz by L. Frank Baum